decisions, decisions.

well, i have finally decided that i'm just going to look for a new job. i was so enthused about this job at hyatt place, but i don't know anymore. i found out that the managers told the other employees that they're going to let us go if we aren't sped up by the 30th. since then, the other employees have been acting really "awkward" around us. it's really difficult to explain. plus, the managers treat me and my mom like a piece of shit. literally. i'm not too worried about it since it's still within the 90 day probationary period. therefore, if they do let us go (which they may), it won't look bad on our part. i think of it this way: i need the money. however, i'd rather be treated decently and make a little less; than to be treated horribly, and get paid well. i've never been treated this way before. since i've been putting up with it everyday for a month; it's starting to really get to me mentally. i just don't know how to handle it.

i've already put in an application to walmart, again. maybe housekeeping really isn't for ME. sometimes, we just work certain places to tie us over until we can get a better job; knowing that the job isn't quite in our line of work. i knew when i started this job that housekeeping wasn't my cup of tea. but, we needed the money. we've finally gotten all of the bills caught up. that, in itself, took about a month :/

if anyone has any advice, or encouraging words; please share them. i could seriously use some motivation and inspiration right now.

cuidate!